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2012-01-16T23:49:00.000+08:00

Alright and guess who's going to Super Junior's SUPER SHOW 4 in Singapore on Feb 19?

YEAP!

I GOT MY HANDS ON THE TICKETS! MOSH PIT SOMEMORE.

Really really have to thank Xin Hui dear.

countdown starts in 3 days time!

You're the apple of my eye.

2011-11-22T23:55:00.005+08:00

那些年，我们一起追的女孩。

A very well written and well filmed movie.

Can be considered as one of the best movie

i have watched so far in my 17 years of life.

Of course, Alvin and the chipmunks is second in place.

As i watch the movie, many thoughts ran across my mind.

Thinking weren't we like that during our secondary school days?

only apart from the fact that there were romantic feelings

for our guy friends.

ok maybe there is, puppy love or eye candy?

nah, shall skip the eye candy part

but puppy love?

hmmm.

All those times spent in the classroom in the movie

was like a direct scene from mine.

alright only maybe the teachers wouldn't punish us the way

the male lead, (what's his english name?)

oh wells.

plus i didn't have such 'yellow' & 'dirty' classmates.

okok there were one or maybe 2. alright 3.

oh i can't remember.

but the plot of the movie is really nice and simple and

heart-warming.

I just hate how first lovers cant be together after so many things

had happened between them and all those memories shared.

I must say, it is really a movie that deserves 2 thumbs up from me.

erm, maybe i shall just give it one and a half thumbs up

coz practically, the movie is really dirty.

But the reality of the story really brings the audience into the story

and definitely has pulled the audience into the story.

(Y)

I like how the story progress and how the director manage to

bring out the concept of the horizon parallel universe.

& how the two lovers are actually together in that

dimension instead of the world that they belong to.

Although it is a simple story with happenings that would actually

happen in each and everyone of our live's

it is being filmed in a way that everyone would have

resonance of the happenings.

definitely a great movie of the year.

out of 5 stars, it definitely worth a 4 star if not a 4 1/2.

Puppy love is always the best thing that could happen.

Did i also mention that the male lead,

柯震东

is bloody good-looking?

I wouldn't really mind if someone else were to ask me to

watch it again.

and again.

and maybe again.

You're the apple of my eye.

-aiology

I'm BACK!

2011-11-22T23:31:00.003+08:00

So, as the title suggests,

I'M BACK & BETTER THAN BEFORE!

Ok just joking~ :D

So let me start off with this awesome evening

i had with Xin Hui,

My best buddy since sec 1, wow like 5 years ago!

Alright off topic, but the main point is we went to

catch a super AWESOME movie.

You're the apple of my eye.

2011-04-21T22:17:00.000+08:00

wow it has been long since i last post.

kinda missed blogging hah!

IT HAS REALLY BEEN LONG~

four months since so many things happened.

didn't really do fantastically well my my 'O'

hence very disappointed with myself.

those that i expect to do well, failed my expectations

and those i think i screwed big time, i actually did better.

'O' level is seriously a big fat bitch that screws

every single students mentality up and never bothers

to fix it.

It also doesn't bother about feelings.

pfft.

Fine due to some stupidity of mine.

i actually chose Millennia institute.

A bloody fucked up school that is all the way at bukit batok.

fine shall not spazz such unpleasant things here

but i did made some friends there that were AWESOME!

anyway i am now in NYP SIT.

not regretting my actions and shall put my best foot in.

shall be back for more blogging.

2010-12-31T03:55:00.000+08:00

Another busy working day for me.

but i enjoyed it :D

I've got a very funny plus riddiculous sir.

He is totally funny and made the working days very fun :D

well other than that, this makes me VERY HAPPY TOO.

It make s me want to pick my cello up again and master this piece of music.

Don't think too far to all those classical musci just yet.

It's the string version of SHINee's HELLO :D

Hello Hello~

Man, how i miss those days with my cello...
on a note, i'm learing korean now.
I want to understand SHINee's videos without subtitles :D
Wish me luck ^^

2010-12-26T03:52:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS~!

did santa visit you yesterday?

well, today marks the first working public holiday for me.

Hell, the resturant was busy both yesterday and today.

i barely had time to rest.

a great experience.

I'm totally exhausted now.

And I still have to work morning shift tomorrow.

my poor poor legs :/

2010-12-23T03:42:00.000+08:00

3 more days to Christmas ^^

so, my clique and i had this small gathering at mind cafe

where we played games and exchange our gifts.

a terrific experience ^__^

It's like a small scale Christmas party except that we don't really party :D

after that had dinner with dearest xinhui and yilong and Adam

at Astons.

yummy food. worth the wait i would say.

went shopping after dinner and man, we totally enjoyed myself.

before we went home, we went to shop at a shop that sells CD

which is like is it poh kim or TS.

It was at plaza sing.

heck care. that's not the main point.

The main point is,

they were playing JJ's latest album

and i had the urge to purchase the album until i remembered

how disappointed i was

with JJ.

YES, disappointed.

I'm not going to elaborate on the reasons until i can manage to forget it.

so, i didn't buy that frigging CD.

looked around and wanted to buy the SHINee not CD but

something like a compilation of Korean songs.

only that they use SHINee as the cover.

Then Adam managed to knock me into senses and convinced me that it wasn't worth the money.

hence, i went home empty handed.

no no i just remembered, i bought a SHINee badge :D

TOTALLY SATISFY!

someone help me, i think I'm getting really poisoned by the SHINING trend xP

2010-12-21T03:36:00.000+08:00

It has been some time since i worked.

I enjoyed working!

I've made many new friends.

It's a total new experience for me and man,

how i miss studying with my clique!

well, although working is fun, it definitely is tiring.

well for a beginner, all my colleague and sir(s)/ ma'am(s)

are very nice to me.

I'm fairly small in size, well short.

they would always assist me and try not to let me carry heavy stuffs,

my job scope is actually quite simple.

but I've never imagined that empty plates could be that heavy.

hmmm. i wonder how would the days go.

i like doing night shifts. For no apparent reasons.

AND, I'm looking forward to Wednesday.

2010-12-09T03:33:00.000+08:00

I've found a proper job :D

a job that i can earn money :D

well techinically speaking, i just want to kill time.

i wonder how can i survive.

Let time reveal it.

Friday, first work day.

2010-12-07T03:22:00.000+08:00

TONIGHT IS THE OFFICIAL PROM.

and i've had my hair cut.

yes, that means fringe too.

my hair is layered and the fringe got way shorter.

It's just that it really isn't obvious.

that's why people don't see the difference.

i hate the night.

My poor poor legs.

BUT

i totally enjoyed myself. once in a lifetime sec sch prom,

everyone was glamourous, pretty and handsome.

i'm not going to upload the photos here, period.

till i sort everything out and print them out.

if you are so desperate and kaypoh to see me and my friends,

i would suggest facebook.

although it's late in the night, i still want to say this.

THANK YOU

my dearest friends (too many names to mention)

thank you or the years you've been with me.

sorry for all the troubles and irritance i've caused.

Your tolerance and help rendered to me would be remembered by me for life.

Thank you for all those smiles and frowns

that brought life into my empty town.

no matter is it 4 years or 2 years i've spent with you people,

it has definitely left a great impact in my life

and most importantly you people have been my pillar of support

especially xinhui, anisah, xueyi, tiffanie, xinyi and xin-yi

thank you for being there for me when i needed you guys.

i will never forget all of you and may our friendship flow forever.

THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU GUYS :D

사랑해요

2010-12-06T03:19:00.000+08:00

Alright. I'm getting crazy.

Mum stepped in.

i've bought a dress.

yes, a DRESS.

OMG~!

well, i am so gonna heed tiff's advice.

It's only for a night.

NO.

To top everything off, i have to wear heels :/

and worse of all, MAKEUP.

OMG.

someone tell me i'm dreaming. please.

IT'S ONLY GONNA BE FOR A NIGHT. BEAR WITH IT.

2010-12-03T03:14:00.000+08:00

PROM is only a few days away and yet,

I'm rotting at home, not preparing for it.

well technically, i don't really need to prepare anything,

BUT

the problem is i don't have so9mething decent for the event.

those who know me would know that

t-shirt/shirt + jeans/shorts

(well skirt if i run of shorts)

is my personal trademark.

how the hell do you expect me to have something decent for a formal event?!

This is getting on my nerves.

i have to get something done on my own before mum steps in.

hmmm.

2010-11-30T03:10:00.000+08:00

Indulging in shows, movies and idols after exams

are definitely GREAT.

the feeling of nothing on your shoulders as a burden is so

SHIOK :D

these few days are doing 'work' for standard chartered

annual marathron event.

well to be exact, delivery/ goods checker.

well i've no idea for the name nor the job.

It's fun.

well that is if i'm paired with my dearest friends :D

omg.

i'm definitely into SHINee.

2010-11-23T02:57:00.000+08:00

HELL YA~!
I've never thought that i would ever be into K-pop

even after much influence from my friends.

BUT

there are much uncertainties in life.

THIS IS ONE OF THEM.

i'm actually into K-pop and very much more into THEM

SHINee~!

i totally adore them to the max.

much to the extent of JJ.

I've gotten so into their music

i've actually forgotten about the day and date. How amazing.

It seems like i have another interest to pursue

that is, other than JJ.

on a light note, xinyi has told me once that,

people who like K-pop is only for temporary.

well, being a very typical GEMINI,

I'm so gonna prove her wrong :D

2010-11-21T03:09:00.000+08:00

IT'S NOT ME.

IT's YOU!

2010-11-18T23:37:00.000+08:00

I want to go into a deep sleep and never wake up again.

2010-11-18T02:22:00.000+08:00

Class chalet was FUN :D
totally enojoyed myself with my group of frinds playing dai di
i never knew it was so simple~!
it was fun and adam totally brought fun to the game xD
BBQ-ing was seriously not my best forte.
i think i made darrell eat an uncooked chicken wing :p
sorry~!
we had this class yum seng thinghy led by tek
OMG VODKA tasted like gasoline -.-
it was burning in the throat.
or, *act chim* oesophagus.
we added ice cream soda and green tea into it.
i had heinkein too.
not too bad but i think i still prefer the other brand xD
well i think i can hold my liquor well, unlike xin-yi who got crazy
apparantly staright aft she gulped down the drink.
we played stress which was like such a pri sch game.
hah, i have not lost touch yet :]
altho i didn really get to cycle, i think i really enjoyed myself
this is an event that 2e4'08 would never be able to plan and execute it out smoothly.

I LOVE 4e2'10 =]

2010-11-17T02:21:00.000+08:00

Is there such a thing as simplicity in this complicated world?

2010-11-16T00:27:00.000+08:00

exams are OVER~!

but somehow, i feel that i've lost stm impt.
smt like a direction.

seems that now, i would have time to indulged myself in
1. JJ
2. Shows
3. job

i kinda find myself very crazy.
oh well i need a job and earn back my spendings.

2010-10-03T13:58:00.000+08:00

THIS IS ME!

YES, I AM AN EXTREMIST.

NOBODY SAID YOU HAD TO LIKE IT

NOBODY SAID YOU HAD TO TOLERATE ME.

I DON'T CARE WHO YOU ARE.

GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE!

F**k off.

2010-09-20T18:53:00.001+08:00

I've come to a realisation.

I am a easily statisfied person.

Sweet little thoughts and actions can make happy for a whole day~!

other than that, purely admiring JJ can oso make my day~!

I am oso a person that "FORGIVE but NEVER FORGET. "

also, i love chocolates XD.

a typical chocoholic :D

I'm happy^^

2010-09-20T17:47:00.000+08:00

wooo.
Prelims are finally over :]
good and bad.
'O' level is coming~!
on one hand, i am not expecting it. NOT AT ALL!
but on the other hand, i CANT WAIT FOR IT'S ARRIVAL~!
not that i'm tired of studying.
actually, thinking back of it, i have enjoyed studying.
in fact, i loved the way that my friends and i mug our hearts out for exams.
i would definitely miss that period of time.
I don't think i will ever be able to forget all my friends XD
they are such darlings (:
Looking back, when we left the pri sch that we've spent 6 yrs in,
we were'nt even this sad. (maybe just for me)
well. 10 years of proper education. coming to an end soon.
*mixed feelings*

2010-09-08T21:58:00.000+08:00

credits: iweekly (:

been busy lately
erm busy admiring JJ :p
isn't his 8 pacs nice?
帅~！
i've been trying to stay focus on my work
bu ti nvr fail to realise that my attention span is short.
T.T
on a light note, i managed to clear many
many many doubts about chemistry.
which is i suppose a good sign, hopefully
tuesday, a miracle happened.
i managed to do maths for 8 hrs straight.
3hr emaths and 5hrs amaths.

i must think of a way to BEFRIEND
chemistry and amaths
especially amaths and INTEGRATION
grrr. it's driving me nuts~!

chemistry and amaths, will you be my friend?

I NEED TO FOCUS.
For i'm weak then I AM strong!

2010-08-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

I realised that all my previous few post is about JJ Lin

and yes, and i'm really in love with him.

well just a quick update of my life.

Last week was a hectic week of mock exams and yea, science nvr fails to make me fail.

hahas rhymes though.

i went for the last YOG community celebration at marina barage

it was cool altho i expected my JJ to be dere

bt nvrtheless, he flew off to have his world tour, :D

4 minute and beast were there.

i am nt so much of 4 min fan though bt beast's performance was GREAT.

oh oh oh oh oh

JJ LIN IS APPOINTED TO BE

SAMSUNG'S YOUTH AMBASSDOR FOR YOG.!

*OH YEAH~!*

somemore he was a torch bearer, no. 6364 at church st.

bloody, no one told me the exact location. if nt i'll be dere.

it's his privilege to be the torch bearer for the second time in his life

*WOW~!*

well, i'm very proud of my idol and love him ttm

i'm pretty saddened by those awful crtisism about the cheer

i know he is not.

i shall not be too.

mental note: i must learn to be open-minded.

a lesson learnt.

ps: ending with a stressful note, i'm drowning in piles of works

that are long overdue.

sorry to those teachers that i owe work too.

erm apparently is teacher, my tuition teacher. :p

i need practices.

I WANT TO BE MYSELF.

THE CHOICE IS MINE~!

2010-07-18T01:06:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Ren Xiang (:

and miss linda tay ^^

2010-07-17T00:48:00.000+08:00

Congratulations to JJ Lin!

for the grand opening of his S.M.U.D.G.E store

at Orchard, Cineleisure.

I swear i'll patronize it someday.

well, apparently i wanted to go

and buy smt coz he'll be serving me if i do that

but considering the crowd that will be

crowding around the stall

and my unbearable height, i decided to give it a miss

altho Yi Long say he dun mind following me dere.

but hello?! i actually missed it

Argh.

god knows how long for another of this

chance to appear in front of me again.

*sobs*

well. i.have.decided.to.find.a.

temp.job.dere.aft.O.lvl.

hahas ^_^

Feeling very happy recently (:

I Love him TTM ^^

2010-07-13T00:58:00.000+08:00

Biggest congratulations to JJ Lin :D

Life has finally been a good turn for him.

altho he has missed winning best male singer inTaiwan,

He got

1. Top Local Artist of the Year

2. Top Song Writer of the Year

from the 15th compass

(Composers and Authors Society of Singapore)

awards :D

oh yay

He has already won it for consecutive 2 years

in both the catergories.

HE.TOTALLY.ROCKS!

2010-07-07T00:54:00.000+08:00

Isn't he Manly, cute, adorable, muscular

handsome, and all sorts of adjective that describes

Handsome, manly and cute

comes into the picture?

i adore him much more now!

*falls in love* :D

2010-06-28T20:57:00.000+08:00

Life has many good turn and bad turns.

apparantly this is definitely not the

good times he is going through...

He cried.

He cried not because he didn't win the best singer award

he cried because he

could not longer stand the pressure mounting up within him,

given by the media

his boss was one of the judges but

WTH

netizens, esp inconsiderate ones

started saying bad things, unpleasant things bout him.

shit them man

well apparantly,

in my own honest opinion, i have to admit.

100 days wasn't his best album

in his 7 years in business.

so i didn't place high hopes on him winning.

but i was expecting Eason Chan

but alas~!

David Tao won ?!

OMFG~!

haiz.

he might not have won anything

but the performance that he had put up,

showed me that

i have really a VERY TALENTED IDOL~!

(xinyi agrees too!)

his performance earned him many applauses

and a higher respect from me.

have to admit.

even though his 100 days is not the best album,

i'm still proud of my idol.

now, i just hope that the smooth turn in life wil lreach him soon.

my heart melted when i saw the news he cried.

i pray that his efforts would really receive recognition soon!

and not the usual dirty gamed played...

Life's Like That.

unfair.

but come to think of it, since when life is fair?

Not to anyone.

Not even a king like him.

Nevertheless,

in our (his fans) heart,

HE IS ALREADY OUR KING, OUR BEST MALE SINGER~!

i totally LOVE HIM and IMPRESSED WITH HIS TALENTS (:

2010-06-28T20:24:00.000+08:00

Now i realised.

Life is definitely no going smooth for him.

the YOG cheer has been discouraged, widly

FUCK.

it's people's hard work and effort, can't they

LEARN TO APPRECIATE?!

This is not going to make my day either.

apart from the period where he lost his voice,

this must be another bad phase of his life.

more sad and heartbroken.

yea, i'm affected.

Largely affected.

:'(

2010-06-16T23:25:00.000+08:00

Life is like a river which flows forward ceaselessly,

seeking it's eventual home in the warm embrace of the sea.

there may be rocks or other obstacles in its path,

but the river will still go around and overcome them,

always moving forward to seek its home.

Sound very philosophical ba ^^

i read this in a book.

and found ti very meaningful.

that's what life is really about :D

those obstacles are like stones and we must overcome them.

sound very mature lol.

i like the sentence a lot.

meaningful and true ^_^

2010-06-14T23:34:00.000+08:00

An AWESOME MOVIE XD

watch-ed it with darlings and

wow the gunshot scenes were the most interesting

part of the entire movie :D

The male lead was very handsome too! ^_^

though the plot is short,

it is very nice

and i like the way the director filmed it :D

the story was very funny:D

darling and i laughed thruout

i love cathay's couple seat :D

aft movie, we went for lunch.

@ LJS

it has really been a lon gtime since we sat down and chit-chat

totally missed those times :D

aft which we went libray and head-ed home.

today is the day we anticipated

and would really come out for

a get-together

even if it was snowing XD

i wonder,

will this happen to efour'0708 gathering?

i love my darlings♥

2010-06-09T20:23:00.000+08:00

I MISS THEM!

e40708

tiff posted smt similar too check her blog :D

i miss those days!

those were the days where...

we were still in sec 2.

not much stress.

very carefree.

we can play and mingle tgt non-stop.

where anisah and xin hui will talk bout soccer.

where me, hui and xue yi can sing non-stop.

where MUSIC, art, HE, D&T were there for us to play.

lots of rumours flying around.

all of us were so close, like superglue.

ok not all, most.

mrs yong would be like a mummy to us.

ok now still our mummy :D

where the boys (except SL) were still in SHORTS.

dzul still nt that arrogant :p

where EL period is used to listen to music:]

we still can get enough sleep daily

even with all those class tests :D

the last day of school, got mood to go out with friends.

where we were still innocent and free.

those were the days that i would remember, always!

the closeness we had as a class,

the close bond between us.

2008, the best year i had :D

2010-06-02T16:31:00.000+08:00

He is, Steven Ma.

Ma Jun Wei.

A HK actor whom i simply adore.

I'm going gaga over his shows soon! :D

now every weekday at 6pm on channel U,

The Brink of Law, starring him and ron ng.

Woo! :]

both shuai ge(s)

den from tmr onwards, every weekday 10 pm,

Channel U

The Steps.

starring

him and bernice liu.

lastly from 12 June, channel U

Safe Guards.

Starring him :D

isn't it amazing, i'm gna see him EVERYDAY :DDD

yipiee!!!!

however, something strucked me.

on Channel U airs HONG kONG TVB SERIAL DRAMAS!

i love channel U. :D

they air lots of taiwan variety shows too :]

ok summarise,

i love channel U.

i'm a TV addict :D

Wesley's Files ARE NICE.

it is encored at 12midnight daily weekday :D

okok i really LOVE Steven Ma, a lot!

my ultimate love would, howver still be HIM.

2010-06-01T16:27:00.000+08:00

darlings finished their MT paper le

glad that most of them found it easy ^_^

went out o popular fair with

Tiffanie, JACKohyuhui, jieen and xue yi

enjoy-ed myself but jack was VERY IRRITATING!

felt contended but sad!

coz i spent $57.60

in just a morn.

ohmygoodness!

okay.

extended prog starts from tmr, last till fri.

there is amaths lesson from 2-4.30 daily till fri.

A-maths camp coming soon.

i need to study!

2010-05-26T22:28:00.000+08:00

Form Class Day was

FUN-TASTIC! :D

to begin with, ice-skating was damn bloody fun :D

altho i had many falls, the trip made me

realise smt.

how NICE & SWEET my friends were :]

boys in my class who chose to skate

also proven themselves to be

gentlemen :D which apparently is not shown in class.

heh.

the falls at the skating ring i had was nth,

compared to xin-yi's

ouch.

she really had many many falls ...

well many chose bowling instead

but SERIOUSLY, i

NEVER REGRETTED MY CHOICE :D

aft our event ended, we headed off for lunch.

@ KFC.

den headed for bowling since we cant enter the arcade... :X

there was only one word to describe it.

FUN!!!

really really did enjoy myself throughly today

well, MT O Level is coming up on monday.

heh but heck care.

I've alr secured myself an A1 for that

but i sincerly hope all my beloved darlings,

will do their very best and secure an A1 for themselves too :]

ps: i'm seriously very bored by MT intensive

coz i had absolutely NOTHING to do ... :X

2010-05-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

i have reccuring dreams.

i would say, i love those dreams :D

many know what is it about

and i really really really hope to have that dream back again.

damn it, if it wasn't time for school

i wouldn't have woken up.

and i can finish that dream of mine!

plus ohmy!

i actually managed to sit in the hall

for 2 and 1/2 hours in the hall,

QUIETLY

to listen to nonense.

ok not nonsense, but mostly are.

esp the NP talk.

the lecturere i think,

talk about EVERYTHING in the school,

EXCEPT the course he is introducing.

wth!?

i enjoy the TP talk the most.

Tiffanie, Dzul, Xin Yi etc says

i'm gna grow up to speak like her.

which is damn bloody fast.

i won't deny that though.

after CAREFULLY looking through

ALL the brochures

i took home,

i've decided that there are only a few

routes i can actually consider about.

well obviously my first choice would be

1. SAJC (no doubt bout that!)

2.NYJC ( coz can DSA in with haiz, GUZHENG)

3. Ngee Ann Poly.

well. just talking about NP,

there are many courses i am interested.

1. Chinese Studies

2. Chinese media and communications

3. Early Childhood education

4. Early childhood psychology

5. Physchology ( altho TP de better)

6. Business studies ( banking and finance)

all sounds interesting to me

but if i can really get those marks to enter ANY

of the above mentioned courses,

i can definitely secure myself a place

in SAJC.

ohmygod. it is really time for me to

pull my socks up!

ps: i want that dream, yet again :DD

2010-05-14T00:13:00.000+08:00

Finally,

end of MYE.

so free le

yay no more sleepless nights

no more stressing out.

altho i think i might have done preety badly:P

but heck care la.

exams over (:

BADMINTON IS SO FUN!!!

but hor.

OHMYGOD!!!!!

while we were waiting for the super late kennedy,

an aunty approached us.

this is what happened,

that really pissed us ( me, xy, ys) off.

Aunty: erm hello, just want t oask are you 3 still students?

Ru Ai: erm yea... ( steps back a few steps)

(ys and xy stunned face)

Aunty: oh not to worry, i am helping my friend,

who is quite old to sell some of her stuffs away.

she is sick and cannot continue to work.

the shop owner wants hwer to move away but is giving

her some time to sell her stuffs off.

i've got a painting with me.

Ru Ai: (interupts): sorry, no.

Aunty: oh no worries i'm not here to con money.

i'm just helping her to sell her stuffs.

this painting i have with me, is $15.90, the 3 of you can share and buy it?

last week many students bought it for

their mother's for mother's day present,

this is to help her earn some pocket money

and medical bills.

so how?

Yong Siang: erm but we do not have enough money with us now.

Aunty: ( shows the dun believe face)

all 3 add up also not enough money?

Yong Siang: yea. we are going to exercise

so we nvr bring much with us.

Aunty: really? (directs her question to xin yi)

what about you?

Xin Yi: we 3 are going for badminton together.

isn't obvious with all of us holding rackets?

Aunty: (still don't believe)

Ru Ai & Xin Yi : sorry.

Aunty: tsk. you 3 are not willing to help people.

(shows digusted face)

---end---

WTF?!

just because we don't wanna buy a painting,

we are condemned with the crime that we dun like to help people?

what is this ?

it's not our fault that u look so much like a

con.

CON.

and it's really bad for that aunty to end of her

'promotion' to us in such a manner.

the way u tried to sell things to us.

is so much like how a con would.

we DO watch TV.

altho $15.90 is not too much and we could well afford it,

your attitude digusted me. really.

the way u look at us, ohmy

i would never believe you are ACTUALLY HELPING

your FRIENDS ( IF U DO HAVE ANY) to sell stuffs.

you just came up with a story that she (if she really do exist.)

is sick and needed money to medical bills.

hah.

we wern't born ytd and niether are we retards to believe you.

if this really WAS the case,

why don't you target adults and sell it?

well maybe to some students, $15.90 is considered expensive.

why did you start off by asking are we students?

do you think students nowadays are so gulliable?

HAH!

that's where you're wrong.

we might not come from prestigious schools.

but, i'm certain that our school ddid not teach us to be so gulliable.

i wont mind helping to but the thing IF it was really

for a good cause.

but judging her,

i highly doubt so.

Her fake pretence and sickening attitude,

has totally covered up the glow of the good deed that she is doing.

now, thining back, i highly doubt that she REALLY is a con.

2010-05-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

This MYE has really stressed me out.

Friends say:

Ru Ai arh, MYE like that, later prelims you get depression.

after o lvl, u'll be staying in woodbridge.

well.

i've been thinking about many things

during this period. MANY things.

weird things, love things, sad things,

Weird things:

i've been having this weird dream.

all inter-linked about death.

MY death somemore.

weird right.

i begin to htink that there is a wake

at the common space below my block.

den i see all my relatives at the place.

but i just don't see myself.

after that i started seeing things

THINGS, waving at me...

these are recurring dreams of mine.

whaen i woke up, i think of :

1. after death, where would ppl go.

2. have i lived what i wanted before i say bye to the world?

3. what would happen if i die later?

and most amazing, i have an answer to all of these questions

i bubbled up in my mind...

Love things.

i'm in love.

with someone 13 years older than me.

yes.

REALLY in love.

not pure admiration, but really LIKE.

whenever i'm stress, i would think of him.

i would miss him every now and then.

i cant survive, normally without listening to his voice.

i realised something.

being in love with someone,

the feeling is terrible.

when u're missing him, u waiting for an sms,

it doesn't appear.

you want to talk to him, but dun know how to start.

u want to go out with him,

bt he nvr asks u.

all these are symptoms of falling in love

or maybe, having a crush on someone.

real life experience.

of course NOT MINE,

but happened to some of my friends.

it really doesn't and WILL NEVER happen to me.

so i dun really bother.

but the feeling is terrible.

really, terrible.

but ....

with someone loving you, also terrible.

coz you wont know how to reject.

you will like damn paiseh dun know how to say.

later after a while, that person will distance himself/herself

from you.

then you lose a friend.

it normally happen to boys more.

as in what me and my friends have seen, till now.

I HAVE REALISED.

Gaining a friend is very hard.

gaining trust from them, is way harder.

however, the method to lose it,

is extremely easy.

so i hope, my friends that i've gain will nvr be lost.

Never,

Let our friendship, be a never-ending journey that sails

till the end, the place where we dock our life, permanently.

i've also been thinking,

time really flies,

so fast, we've been in Damai for 4 yrs.

and we're leaving it soon.

feels so old...

ohmygod!

all these having been in my mind for the last 2 weeks.

the dreams are really freaking me out.

i just want to show it, i dun like to act.

2010-05-06T23:27:00.000+08:00

早上，彩虹出现了。

多么美丽的彩虹出现在早晨的天空，

给人们带来无限的快乐。

但，它的美丽是短暂的。

它存在的短短几分钟，

为我一整天亮起了希望。

它，尽了它的责任让人们开心后，

就默默地在灿烂的天空的呵护下消失，离去。

不求回报的出现，绽放它美丽的光彩

只求把快乐带给人们。

它的存在只是为了让人快乐吗？

灿烂的七彩颜色是它伪装自己的保护色吗？

面具后的它快乐吗？

脱下面具后，它快乐吗？

它总会在雨后努力的把云播散，绽放自己的光彩

为无聊的日子添上美丽的颜色。

我喜欢它。

就算，不能拥有。

但，不在乎天长地久，只在户曾经拥有。

Rainbows, make my day a better one. :D

2010-04-23T23:18:00.000+08:00

This has really PISSED. ME. OFF.

i mean like

I DO BELIEVE THAT I HAVE

THR RIGHTS TO CHOOSE MY LUNCH PARTNER(S)

nobody has the rights to change my decision on who

i want to eat with.

Seriously.

X-country-cum-2.4 NAPFA tset,

was already sucky enough.

YOU had to make it worse.

A happy lunch trip had to become like this.

Damn.

It is not my fault that i dun want YOU

to join us for lunch.

SOMEONE, obviously me.

HAD TO BECOME THE BAD GUY to reject

because the whole group.

DISLIKED the idea of

your companion.

BUT NO ONE DARED to say anything.

I'm different. i show my feelings on my face.

i won't compromise.

NEVER.

2010-04-16T23:39:00.001+08:00

NAPFA today.

heh.

i think i came up with the best results for myself

for like my 7 yrs of NAPFA life?

LOL.

Got our CLASS PHOTO today.

weee... so nice :]

asked a lot of ppl to sign.

aft sch, 1230 we stayed back and did smt LAME.

sign-ing the photos

XinYi still thinking how to sign.

Long-ge was waiting for us

to go MACfor lunch.

He got so hungry, that he nearly

ate the door of 4E3 up.

-.=

we witness smt really scary.

REALLY scary.

Lunch was fun(:

aft that we went to play at playground XD

we all have nick(s) now (:

i'm hamster(: xin hui is fish, * bloob bloob*

Xin-Yi is Horse (Xin yi name de)

Xin Yi is dolphin(:

Long ge is Pig and adam is dog (:

i'll post pic asap(:

meanwhile, i fell in love

With ...

this song(:

Ps dedicate this to long ge too.

coz he is a 好人 oso a 坏人。

enjoy !

2010-04-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

I want to watch,

MONGA,

yet it is in NC-16...

Ethan Chao 帅 !

tmr NAPFA!

aja aja aja... XD

2010-04-11T17:52:00.000+08:00

today went to bai bai

coz qing ming jie marhz.

i cried. a lot.

due to the smoke!

hahas

i find aunties there are really RUDE!

they keep stepping onto my foot,

push-ed me around and

even drop the joss stick's ashes onto my hand,

on PURPOSE,

somemore NEVER SAY SORRY!

*feels very very angry!*

regular routine every year

bt this yr is super suay.

this yr i met the rude-est ppl in the area...

KNS.

I BOUGHT MY NEW SCHOOL BAG TODAY! :DD

Finally,

sometimes, its hard to be friends again.

2010-04-10T19:22:00.000+08:00

Today is 16th Speech Day.

TIRED!

8-12 non-stop running around.. .-.-

mad women!

i hate to wear court shoes sia... .

pain pain!

i so scared at the opening at SAC coz i scared

i pronounce the GOH name wrongly

LOL! :X

Lucky everything went smoothly! :D

Mr Ho, Ms Pang, Mr Cho came back today.

omg

i need to APOLOGIZE TO MR HO.

SORRY!

bt i still will di-siao you

everytime i see you(:

saw beloved Xin Yi today(:

her medal is nice nice:D

OMG!

i need to THANK GERALD very very much

hahas.

JASON is EVIL.

he dun want show me the M16 gun.

lucky gerald kept to his promise.

gt show me ^^

SO HAPPY !

cool sia the M16.

i believe SAR 21 will be cooler :D

many many things happened today.

i only can say smt that is really funny to end this post.

Tiffanie is trying her best to become

mrs. ICE mountain.

Because she wants to take a swim

in WINTER

in ENGLAND, in Lakes (or w/e)

HAHAHA!

cheerios :D

2010-04-09T21:35:00.000+08:00

It has been so long aft my previous post...

Today is a day that i WILL NVR FORGET all my life!

my dearest Xin Yi.

I saw her crying her heart out because of that

DAMN BLOODY difference!

Just that bloody small difference and

she fell down by a rank!

WTH?!

omg. i cried along with her.

i didn let her see.

i really saw her efforts and everything

that she have done for herself in canoeing.

i didn bear to see her cry anther time...

T_T

but

XIN YI is the BEST!

i promised her that i will come for her 3 plus competition

i skipped my CCA de farewell party

and rushed my way down

bloody i rushed until like mad dog le bt when reach-ed

KNS cat 1 alert...

bloody

so took some time rest and

when she started racing,

SHE WON, 3rd PLACING !!!

3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for XIN YI!

Hip Hip HOORAY!

\^^/

my last session at guzheng today.

Maybe i will miss it...

bt definitely nt her.

HNG.

i think i caught a cold.

tmr speech day.

WOW.

2010-03-28T11:24:00.000+08:00

270310

A very special day:D

1. JJ Lin's Birthday!

officially 29 yrs old.

er gor say lao le.

i beg to differ.

he's more mature lor.

anyway.

Today's Earth Hour!

went school early for briefing.

then head-ed out for outreach! :D

ah hui and me in the same grp.

We took 8-14 storey.

stupid sia...

we got scared by 5 dogs.

i seriously think that those

owners were thinking we were

comical.

judging by how we run away..

omg.

and and before that, they actually tot we were selling stuffs.

-.-

like omg do we look like sales assistant or

smt like that ?@_@

sad-ed.

after the out reached, we had some time so we played

playground.

finding back our childhood memory.

den san gor say smt...

WTH .

after i hit him we go play another playground haha

den he scared me with lizards.

digusting creatures eee...

and he sacred me with that.

WTH lor

den all the way found out some ba gua and at night

xiang yue and me started becoming crazy(:

ANISAH DARLING's PEFROEMACE WAS GREAT!!!!!

enjoyed my self throughly at earth hour.

BEST PART was the end.

we celebrated Anisah's Birthday for her in advance (:

pictures will be up soon!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JJ >

林俊杰，生日快乐！！！

2010-03-20T12:15:00.000+08:00

This is so tiring.

i'm tired!

but CIP was FUN :DD

2010-03-04T21:16:00.000+08:00

KILL ME. I WANT TO DIE!

i've failed, terribly.

2010-02-21T00:37:00.000+08:00

sometimes, i think a lot.

especially i'm alone.

i think of things that would never happen.

Thinking, an amazing process.

sometimes, i think to myself.

i really ought to forget him in my life.

or at least, let him play a smaller part in my life.

i need to FOCUS!

i can no longer afford to procrastinate.

thinking and focusing, comes in a pair.

agree?

i need to let you go, seriously.

2010-02-19T23:57:00.000+08:00

Friends, Family and JJ

matters a lot in my life.

they are my pillar of support.

everything doesn matter anymore now.

This is what i chose, i'll stick with it.

no matter what.

2010-02-19T23:47:00.000+08:00

seriously, everything sucks nowadays.

everything is so screw-ed up.

test, C.T, CCA, etc etc..

arh. going crazy soon.

performance at the last min.

how random huh?

next week Common Test le still performance?!

worse still, ask seniors come back help.

wtf?

i've like forgotten most of the songs le.

fingers also stiff le.

all my mind is on my school work now.

i'm beginning to hate everything.

my CCA, My Life, My attitude towards life,

my everything.

I HATE THEM!

seriously. i have a premonition

the performance will screw up.

Everything is screw-ed up for me now.

i have done badly for my HCL

a subject where i can be proud of.

almost a fail.

Is it bcoz of the sucky teacher?

or it's my fault.

Attitude does matters a lot.

i want to end this all.

right here, right now.

这一切的一切以让我喘不过气了

不想承认的事实，永远都在面前出现。

是真是还是虚构？

我真的不知道。

2010-02-17T23:46:00.000+08:00

DO NOT FORGET YOUR PROMISE.

promises, are made to be kept.

not broken nor forgotten.

2010-02-14T23:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! & VALENTINE's TOO!

祝愿大家：

新年快乐，虎虎生威

学业进步！

A New year, pin-ed new hopes on it.

tmr is chu yi. everyone will be busy collecting angbaos :D

not forgeting gambling too ^^

this year, can celebrate valentine's too :]

many thanks to ppl who have given me V day present :D

ENJOY TE HOLIDAY GUYS and dun forget

小赌移情，大赌会破坏感情哦！

2010-02-14T02:05:00.000+08:00

PART 2

so we went makan and guess what.

yup. we laughed til lstomach ache lor ...

eating with bro nvr fails to make me

laugh like nobody's business :D

i ate fish and chips, yum yum.

yi ate kimchi soup with two kimchi as side dishes=.=

bro, as usual bak chor mee dun want bak chor dun want veg,

dun waht beansprout, dun want meatball, only want mee

HAHAS:D

he is also known as Dr. SHIT

bcoz, he studies the procedure of shiting.

den yi go ask what taste and his reply is

FANTASTIC man.

laughed so much, that i had a stomach ache due

to that.

prior to that we bought ice kachang and i shared with yi

coz i dun really like cold stuff,

bro and i dropped some on the table and when the ice melts,

it really looked like bird shit and

this got Dr. SHIT started

on his theory

seems like he studies all kind of shit and seriously,

the theory he gave was so splendid that even yi laughed till

stomach ache.

the passion he had for SHIT was...

we ate and his ice for his desert melted real fast

while mine refuses to melt.

i think this is the hou yi zhen for

hanging out with san gor, justin and gerald too often :p

they passed their coldness to me

no offence :PPP

bro was so jealous of us that he came up with the use of

grease and lubricant for shiting.

like what the hell...

he said: 放了lubricant，你想大，就马上出来

like what the hell sia, i was eating !

even b4 we ate desert, we were talking about what we

play, or rathe rgamble during the CNY period,

i said mahjong, yi said cards,

bro damn cool

play scissors, paper, stone with his young cousin

and nvr fails t oreturn what he won to him

coz he too oyung.

yi say u good

we play mahjong ,cards,

you play long jham pas.

den we started laughong non-stop again

my xiao dian li very low :]

so we laughed non-stop.

we laughed at the food court for like 2 hrs plus sia

den proceed to T1 to buy yi's clothes.

finally helped her find 2 suitable clothes for $19.95

so she went home happily, thinking of shiting coz of DR. SHIT.

that's how i spent my friday (:

suggestion to DR. SHIT, publish a book.

and suggestion to ALL: .

NEVER EAT LUNCH OR DINNER

WITH YONG SIANG

OR IF YOU WANT TO EAT WITH HIM, PREPARE

YOUSELF!

hahas

ps: omg i found out smt.

Mr. poon de wife christian name oso call Lauren

like omg lor

zzzZZZZzzz... =.=

haiz...

part 1 LNY celebration !

2010-02-13T15:37:00.000+08:00

MY last CNY hosting in school.

It was fun and Anba keep throwing lan geng at me...

heng i know what to say sia.

at least now, it's over. no need to keep myself preoccupied

with the script hting anymore.

maybe this is called 熟能生巧ba

my favourite segment of the day was ...

LION DANCE!

it's really nice and they've gotten their gold medal

for a good reason!

the 'female' lion i suppose was so cute and adorable when 'she'

sat at a corner and played with it's paws.

the whole school was filled with guo nian qi xi

when they came in.

guan wen and me at backstage keep commenting how

cute the lion was^^

The dance was also very cuyte when the da tou wa wa

go disturb the 'female' lion, she responded like a huge cat hahas

Celebration htis year was kinda special, in a sense, esp to me

the last year hosting a LNY prog, with lion dance ending the day,

was indeed a unforgettable experience to me.

cheerios to anba, our efforts paid off ! :D

------------------------After celebration-----------------

went out supposing to watch

percy jackson @ the grand cathay

we went by train and smt realyl hilarious happened.

there were 8 of us. bt 4 didn manage to squeeze into the train, mostly guys

but! adam was a special case.

hahas

shall not elaborate.

ps: to those that went, you know i know can le!

however under some circumstance, we didn make it

so there was a change of plan.

Yong siang [bro] and me accompanied Xin Yi [yi]

to buy clothes at sing plaza

[THIS WAS CREATED BY YI LONG, [long ge] ]

and the rest, adam, yan kai, long ge, xin hui[hui] and xin-yi

went mind cafe.

yi and bro and me went plaza sing to jalan jalan.

instead of finding clothes, bro and me keep suaning yi and taking pictures.

we cant find suitable clothes for yi @plaza sing

so we decided to makn first den proceed back to T1 to walk walk see see

so we called long ge to tell him our plans.

we headed fore lunch.

---------------post too long so stay tuned for part2 :D ------------------

2010-02-05T23:29:00.000+08:00

A mixture of feelings is in my heart now.

Happiness, Sadness and anger.

all mixed up.

Anger:

the juniors simply treat us like crap. WTH.

We are always serious when we give u debrief after practices.

We might sound funny coz our english is not up to standard

but we certainly do not mean it in a funny way.

i keep kena bully by others, esp juniors.

Sadness:

i keep failing my maths test coz i'm careless wth again.

i cant watch JJ Live.

i'm gna go broke after valentine's

i'm gna grow fat after CNY.

i still have 1 top , 2 bottoms and

1 pair of shoes haven buy for CNY ...

i keep failing myself, again and again.

HAPPINESS:

studies turn out better than i 've tot it'll be.

managing my time better,

JJ LIN WILL BE BACK IN

SINGAPORE TO CELEBRATE CNY.

(pity i dun haf tickets to watch him LIVE)

GOING AIRSHOW woo hoo~!

sec 1s are cute (some)

somethings i've notice since the start of this year.

Everyone is changing,

for the better?

i don't know.

someone is definitely getting more and more EVIL.

i really need to do more maths and exercise to pass my NAPFA.

2010-02-01T19:22:00.000+08:00

omg.

TUESDAY is coming :S

it SUCKS!

and and i fallen in love with

SPLENDID! :D

2010-01-30T00:02:00.000+08:00

hehe today had a GREAT, SPLENDID day.

laughed so much during lunch,

til my stomach pain.

morning nth much. had a test and emaths rocks :D

as usual PE . S.U.C.K.S !

den EL was free period celebrated b'days of ppl born in Jan.

the relief, iirc miss kee is so CUTE :D

she loves jun pyo, like me (:

ok after sch went badminton playing.

mr. poon de badminton racket ai zai!

the shuttlecock also damn ai zai!

enjoy-ed playing with my cliques

and terence is totally funny. throughout!

CCA was as usual...

after CCA saw san gor in sch

den he very EVIL!

went down, went SAC play some games

mr zaid was so funny, mercy ball =.-

after pool with brandon, went to di siao san gor

and WATCH FREE SHOW.

scolding by NPCC.

austin scolded ppl today.

i san sheng you xing to watch that scene

den i started my ben xing.

di-siao terence and san gor.

went home after disiao-ing.

I JUST REALISED SMT.

i got time lag for 2 years Y_Y

omg if austin didn say i dun think i would ever know.

Simple words: I'm SLOW. VERY SLOW!

complaints!

2010-01-28T23:37:00.000+08:00

1. I HATE YOU.

you made me detest chinese.

you make lessons boring and lifeless.

You only know how to talk nvr consider my or rather our feelings.

chinese seems like a boring subject to me now.

only they are attending your lesons

what about us?

pronouncing the words without the 'H' really makes me feel like

ARH slapping you...

yaknow,

in other plain simple words,

YOU SUCK!

2.not that i wanna say anythng

but your actions really made me think are u mature?

u are always acting cute ok wait maybe u dunno.

but seriously,

it's getting irritating digusting.

this is total crap.

omg get the hell out of my life. !

2010-01-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

Hsppy birthday mr ho.

sorta got things straighten up.

busy with tests, CCA, sch wrk and chinese new year script.

yes again anba and we will be your emcees and

this year, we've got smt special for eveyone;)

since last yr we shall make it a memorable one :D

hahas busy week.

it's nvr ending stress ...

went body world's

on monday.

the dinosaur outside the sci centre

reminded me of some1.

hahas. shall keep secret ;)

certain things are better kept in your heart, always.

don't you agree?

2010-01-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

10 things that makes me happy :D

1. JJ LIN (derhz)

2.Family

3.hanging around with my beloved friends.

4.FOOD :D

5.chinese stories

6.HK dramas.

7.chinese Songs.

8.SLEEP:D

9.dinner with family.

10.Holidays (where i really can REST!)

2010-01-01T16:00:00.000+08:00

BYE BYE 2009, HELLO 2010

a new year, new challenges await :D

have made some new year resolutions:

1. FOCUS on my studies and stop procrastinating

2.manage my time well

3. Stop Eating so many junk food

4.exercise!

5. spend more time with him

6. spend lesser time using the com admiring him^_^"

others are quite personal and shall not share it here ;)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2010-01-01T15:50:00.000+08:00

2009, a year of surprises and changes to me.

a short summary of what i've done or accomplished.

a change of class, made many new friends.

sec 3 camp, OBS, SL camp

passed my Guzheng graded exam

became the vice president of student leaders

committee head for guzheng.

started taking HCL at ngee ann

took my chinese o lvl this yr

got to know you ^^

more roles, more responsibility.

decided not to look backand put all my concentration on my studies.

every year new year resolutions will be made.

but can i adhere to it ?

ten more mins.

2010, HERE I COME!

2009-12-27T13:40:00.000+08:00

i got inspired by some of JJ's words :D

1. No one can stop you unless you stop yourself,

No one can push you unless you push yourself.

The choice is yours.

2. A guy is most attractive when he's at his most natural,

doing something that he has a passion for most.

3.Thank you for your smiles, your frowns,

you bring empty life into my town.

4. Thank you for making me tear,

you help me realise my weakness and fear.

don't they sound very nice and very true?

i really agree with what he says^^

maybe, it's time for me to let go.

2009-12-27T13:38:00.000+08:00

MY VERY FIRST ALBUM bought with my own money ^_^

XIn yi and i watch-ed absolute boyfriend on christmas night.

So damn touching.

i cried. cried a lot ...

especially this part :

所以，你以后不会再为我做饭了？

对。

所以，你以后不会再来接我下班了？

对。

所以，你以后都不会在保护我了？

对不起，之前所答应你的事情，我都无法完成。

你要好好加油哦！再见。

ohmygoodness.

i cried like nobody's business.. .

i believe xin yi too ..

this is the poster itself :D

2009-12-26T13:29:00.000+08:00

I wish you a merry christmas,

AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR :D

christams is here, this means that 2010 is coming,

should i be happy ?

hmmm... sch is reopening ...

well off to watch ABSOLUTE boyfriend now :D

2009-12-24T22:47:00.000+08:00

as promised, i've bought my VERY FIRST ALBUM with my own money!
so happy.

ps: buying an album does not neccessary mean wasting money
it means happiness. at least it does apply for me :D
(for some1 hahas)

pictures will be up next post! :D

this is the4 thing i've created. on my way to create more :DDD

enjoy :]

《X》 Am I 《STILL MOVING UNDER GUNFIRE》？

看见林俊杰推出的个人第七张音乐大碟，我犹如看见了《曙光》。

因为你所创作的歌有这股神奇的能力，能《转动》我的生命。

《妈妈的娜鲁娃》一首能从旋律来形容妈妈对孩子的爱，非常感人。

创作与听音乐是不能盲目的跟随，要有自己的主见与想法。

千万不要做个《跟屁虫》。

对于你那与生俱来的创作天赋和对音乐的那股热忱，

我《无法克制》想和你《背对背拥抱》。

这《一个又一个》对你的思念和崇拜，让我好想对你《表达爱》。

因为《爱不会绝迹》所以你要记得好好照顾身体，慢慢养病，把身体调养好。

要切记不管是过了《第几个100天》，我还是会在这里默默的一直为你《加油！》

---如爱'09

2009-12-22T23:27:00.000+08:00

somepictures taken after our game of Badminton on 22/12/09

A DAY OUT WITH CLIQUES <3

2009-12-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

A FUN DAY I HAD TODAY!

spent almost whole day with my bunch of cliques !

early in the morning woke up @ 5.55am

den prepared to go bedok reservoir jogg :D

reached dere at 7 den waited for cliques to arrive :D

we started jogging at 7.30am.

went round the whole reservoir.

talked a lot too.

about K-POP.

After that at around 8.15, we went breakfast-ing.

den we went buy newspaper and of course my FAVOURITE ISSUE OF U WEEKLY

(obviously bcoz cover is JJ LIN)

den went home.

on9-ed a while den makan lunch.

after that went meet up with anther grp

for BADMINTON.

one of our favourite past-time tgt. :D

enjoyed ourselves for 2 hours :]

Yong Siang was the biggest winner today.

we saw a child which is like damn cute at mac :D

i didn dare to touch him coz he felt like tofu.

i scared i so cu lu will hurt him.

den bus-ed home.

had fantastic dinner :P

*YUMMY-LICIOUS*

i sat down, feeling happy and came up with a paragraph

using all the song titles in

It is completed.

BUT

i'll only show it tmr after i've bought the album :D

tmr sec 1 registration

PLUS

A DAY OUT WITH XIANG YUE ( er jie)

TO BUY THE ALBUM!

*like finally gt time go buy*

YIPIEE!!!!

Pictures will be shown in the next post

bcoz i too tired le :p

alright. Signing off, LAUREN :D

2009-12-19T15:57:00.000+08:00

JJ_100 DAYS is out!!!!!

oh yay ! i'm like so waiting for this day's arrival!

finally!!!!

on the 23/12/09, after the school event, XIANG YUE and i

we are going to CD rama to buy the album !

YAY!!!!!

super happy now (:

i've listened to most of the songs le.
超喜欢

一个又一个

第几个一百天

加油

转动

Still Moving Under Gunfire ^^ <3

Woo Hoo...

waiting for 23/12/09 now..

i still thinking

ADVANCE or original ? hmmm...

hahas :D

anyway about the class gathering,

WOW SO SUCCESSFUL zzz...

played monopoly and i didn get to stop by ST ANDREWS ROAD

wth is this

i wanted to buy the place, so forbaded other players to buy it.

who knows till the end of the game, i didn get to buy it at all =.="

zzz...

SO SAD !

well played till 10 all rushing home except me hahas :]

den on bus received a phonecall, unexpected call...

well i reached home around 11 like that den i went supper :]

hahas

ICE CREAM is NICE !!!!

Lauren---- 你让真爱转动。

totally hate this kinda feeling ...

2009-12-12T22:35:00.000+08:00

have anyone ever accused you of smt ?

i just kena accused by someone.

omg what is this ?

i totally hate this feeling where i got accused for doing htings

which i totally didn!

ths incident has really hurt me a lot ... :[

havent felt this sad for a very long time.

i totally flared up at the person who accused me this afternoon.

i am still having a cold war with her.

omg she is someone impt to me...

damn it.

this feeling over me is really badbadbad....

i hope that the cold war would end soon.

if not, i would really rather get accused, again.

haiz.

arhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

ACCUSATION is a lousy thing!

kena accused more worse.

all thi sstarted with a damn card -.- wth?!

2009-12-10T21:47:00.000+08:00

WOW JJ's FIRST SINGLE 《第几个一百天》 is out !
it was out ytd afternoon.
i KNOW how to sing by today already !
claps claps

歌词：

我把爱铺成蓝天
让不安的你一抬头就看得见
我把心烧成火焰
让怕黑的你拥着温暖入眠
我晓得时间如雪
有时候会覆盖一切
但是真爱一如倔强会重生的绿叶

副歌：
第几个一百天　还是很有感觉
用眼睛去素描　你内心的世界
（管）　第几个一百天　也像刚热恋
两个人手一牵连命运都改变

曾有的敏感脆弱在我的胸口
你就躺下来别说了
将有的固执冲动
我也会抱着你安抚着
体谅你心疼着

当承诺变信念连泪水都很甜

2009-12-09T22:29:00.001+08:00

They're both convinced
that a sudden passion joined them.
Such certainty is beautiful,
but uncertainty is more beautiful still.

他们彼此深信
是瞬间迸发的热情让他们相遇。
这样的确定是美丽的，
但变幻无常更为美丽。
摘译自辛波丝卡(Wislawa Szymborska)
"Love at First Sight

向左走，向右走。

2009-12-07T23:45:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU VERY MUCH MY DEAR FRIENDS !

feel much much better le !!!

well.

JJ IS GOING TO RELEASE HIS 7th SOLO ALBUM ON THE 18 DEC 2009!!!
OH YAY!!!!!

excited. and worry.

i fell in love with sun zi you singing superwoman.

100th post >.<

2009-12-04T23:36:00.000+08:00

This is the official 100th post on my blog !!! :D

LoL >.<

i've tried very very hard le.

i got what i wanted.

my goals are met.

yet, all i got form you guys was reprimanding...

not even a word of encouragement...

saddening u know.

it's far much better than how i did for it

comparing with my grades last year.

i am happy to have accomplish this.

afterall this is much more difficult compared to last year's

i am really happy about it.

Yet when u guys saw it,

only say: Just pass only.

why only like that?

cannot score better meh ?

etc...

i am really happy about it. bt all i gt in return is : 胸无大志
sianz...

so i dunno if i should be happy ?

kena scolding after i've scored better than last year.

when i failed, i gt encouragements from you guys.

now i didn fail bt i gt reprimanding...

i really dunno what to do le ! :[

haiz...

2009-11-28T23:14:00.000+08:00

我不想再继续做你们眼中的我。
想休息一会儿。
我有自己的想法
我只想做会自己。
可能会比“理想中的我”差了很多
但至少不需要带着一张我不喜欢的面具继续做“我”
你明白吗？。。。

2009-11-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

went back for CCA today

know my junior nxt yr de class le.

congrats to those who got their dream clas.

sorry for some of you..

esp natalie :p

congrats yu hui for getting in e3

met bilson just now oso e3

kelly and claire sim in e2 woo hoo.!~

well nth much today .

bought my books for nxt yr.

considerd cheap and light hahas

sorry to the guy at bookshop.

i'm apologizing on behalf of yu hui and nat

they kept di siao-ing him...

SORRY!

gt back my CL hwrks yay !

well more post to come.

Bye to you. hope you enjoy your holiday !

will miss euuu de ^^

sorry couldn go send you off :p

hahas cya when you return~!

----- Lauren :D

2009-11-15T22:30:00.000+08:00

went for darling anisah sister's wedding

oh mann her sister was so beautiful!

thank you dear for your invitation.

will be waiting for ur photos!

a bit suaku la

1st time attend malay wedding :p

Anisah was so pretty too!

her family was cute.

i was standing in front of them den they ask

who is ru ai ?

hahas

well but anyways must thank gerald for bringing us dere.

without making us lost our way :p

SERI was gorgeous!

we had fun dre.

bt ytd i felt very very bad

coz i kepp suan-ing gerald.

SORRY. hope he dun mind.

i've done lotsa bad things to him

oh mann i feel so evil right now.

*er ge ju jei pass the virus to me :P JKJK *

oh well after that celebrated xue yi's 15th birthday at bugis!

nth much a little tired.

2009-11-14T15:27:00.000+08:00

today is FRIDAY the 13th~!
the day we break camp...
will miss my CHARLIE

wanna thank my er ge, junjie for helping Poh Ching when she wasnt around.
and lending me your very comfy jacket hahas :p
thank san ge, justin for helping us out. ( and being so serious ) :p
thank da ge for helping my CHARLIE XD
ARIGATOGOZAIMAS !
thank you wen hui and jasmine for dropping by ^_^
i found out smt about san ge muahahasshall not elaborate :P
side track Johann did lotsa pai seh things during this camp
and gerald arh... tsk tsk...
notic-ed a lot of things this camp.
keke sounds evil huh?

^^^^ Exco with seniors :D

Our Family :D
top: ( from left to right: da ge weixiong, er ge junjie, san ge justin)
(bottom row: ru ai, xiao mei, xiang yue er jie, poh ching da jie )

Exco'09
MY DEAR CHARLIE !!!!!
from right to left: brendon, ru ai , xin yi, allison, singming
on top of allison: yu hui
bottom: samuel, Fatin and Ian.
MIA : Fu Hao due to NPCC thing.

after they break camp
we had AAR with the chers
den went off to clean SL room
while Johann created a blog.
when we were half way done, i saw a chicak.
which was very far from me.
i still screamed very loudly.
Gifferd still scold me =.="
dun want help me.
but still thank you gerald for helping to chase it away.
*phew*
after everything ended, went lunch with giffres, johann, er ge and san ge.
da ge go di siao his NPCC.
hahas

well that's the end of our 3D2N SL camp.
though tiring, it was fun.
i've made new friends and brother and sisters !

---- Happy Lauren !

2009-11-12T21:57:00.000+08:00

water bomb fun marhz?

last night's night walk was fun.

partner with poh ching.

my da jie ^_^

tonight is adventure quest.

as usual plan plan plan.

too tired le today. haiz

anyways on a happy note,

i've made 3 khor and 2 jie !!!!

大哥： weixiong (:

二哥：Jun jie aka sotong ^_^

三哥：justin ( the seriousone :D )

大姐：Poh Ching ( super nice )

二姐： Xiang Yue !!! XD

being youngest among them, i'm 小妹 ^ ^

they are super nice people.

went night patrol with da ge and er ge.

quite fun.

da ge is a very good person unlike er ge SO EVIL!

hahas :p

more to come tmr !

---Lauren, xiao mei (:(:

2009-11-11T21:41:00.000+08:00

hellos people!

i'm in camp in school and yet can still use comp (:

keke.

I'm the facilator for CHARLIE!!!!!

totally love them to the max.

my group members damn nice de !

they are:

Yeo Xin Yi (3E2)

Allison (3E1)

Brendon (3A1)

Ng Yu Hui (2E2)

Yap Sing Ming (2E3)

Lim Fu Hao (2A1)

Samuel Guo (1E4)

Ian Abdullah (1A1)

Fatin ( oops forget the class SORRY :P)

totally nice people except a little noisy hahas

early in the morn heard smt sad.

sorry to hear that poh ching, my condolensces.

dun think too much yea^^

had planning session early in the morning.

den off to ECP for amazing race.

i was the station master for station 3

Johann did something damn pai she de which i shall not mention... hahas

terence good la ride here ride there coz he mobile medic hahas

had a tiring day.

still need finish the planning for cher tonight.

haiz hahas awaiting a fun day with my CHARLIE XD

----Lauren

2009-11-10T21:48:00.000+08:00

Had CHINESE O LEVEL today.

quite fun sia.

but made a totally stupid mistake!

OMG why why why T_T

too long nvr write 私函

so i write lor

den forget sign off

arhhh!!! stupid me !!!!

paper 2 was considerably easy ba except MCQ a little tricky.

suddenly dun have that much of confidence of getting A1 how !!!???

good luck mann.

good luck ru ai.

anyways went home and went back school again-.-"

Went school meeting and recee-ing at ECP

and bedok reservoir for tmr's camp.

okayy okayy the thing went.

however we found out that Mr Poon is VERY EVIL.

totally EVIL!!!

hahas shall not elaborate.

off to prepare for tmr.

haven pack bag :p

-----Lauren, feeling sad.

2009-11-08T21:38:00.000+08:00

sadness & happiness

the relationship between them.

hmmm...

i wonder...

is there a difference ?

maybe there is

it's just i still cant figure it out ...

you gave me happiness and sadness...

(yi should know hahas ^^)

2009-11-06T21:41:00.000+08:00

This is me.

I'm sorry for me being me. I can't change the fact that this is me.

You can hate me for all you want.

I don't care.

I'm sorry you cant accept me.

But i'm like that.

The extremist that you once knew, i am still the one.

the extremist that has no hard feelings toward things i hate from the bottom of my heart.

Things that i've once hated, i will forever hate it.

Maybe that's how i'm like since i'm born.

No one can change that including YOU.

However, things that i love, will still rank first in my heart always.

JUST LIKE HIM. <3>

Don't blame me for hating them.

because that is me .

Nothing's gonna be the same anymore.

i believe, nothing.

打破的镜子，就算补回了，还是有一道裂缝。

破镜难圆。

I'm SORRY.

but this is me.

2009-10-25T17:44:00.000+08:00

真的很喜欢这首5566的我难过。
歌词很动人。
唱的也很好听。
我难过的是忘了你，忘了爱，尽全力忘记我们真心相爱。

this song is also damn nice.
不安静的夜。
爱到鞠躬尽瘁，这条路走得很疲惫
想要赶过伤悲，自己却在终点前崩溃。

2009-10-24T16:47:00.000+08:00

attended Serene jie and li thye bro de wedding (:
nice nice the wedding
the venue is beautiful!
den 15/11/09 i'm going there agin for anisah's sister's wedding (:
well the food dere is nice (:
he waiter is so nice can
i love the way he speaks chinese omg. damn nice.
den he so cute lor funny.
the situation den was comical. haha
den i'm the only nice person in my table =.=
only i say thank you. many many times =.="
can just say the waiter is a nice person :D
before i went for wedding, i went for a haircut.
now i got fringe =.=
wore a dress ytd. so bu xi guan. hahas
well over and all i ewnjoyed myself ytd and the waiter is funny. hahas

2009-10-24T01:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANPA CARROT !

heys happy birthday 79 le may your wishes come true >.<

STAY Healthy as a OLD CARROT :P

2009-10-23T10:36:00.000+08:00

X country today !

i'm more tired than those who ran =.= "

well OYS pls do not be disheartened u came in 9 for upper sec

quite good le

if its me 90 oso got problem =.=

den i screwed up my events de thinghy.

Oops :/

bt heng mr cho didn really scold me for that.

i'm not in good mood.

after that went subway with XINYI, RACHEL, Ong Yong Siang and Terence.

den we shop shop

had fun :D

hmmm... tired for now.

disappointed for HCL :(

----Lauren :D

2009-10-22T09:57:00.000+08:00

lotsa randomness hahas

see derrick is the 'demon' idk what u call that la (:
den adam act cute hahasd acRlypro : act cute really pro
plus cheryl so caute hahas

well went reservoir rackee den haiz tired arh!!!

2009-10-22T09:50:00.000+08:00

RANDOMNESS

2009-10-20T09:43:00.000+08:00

I'm sad.

very very sad.

my results for this EOY is really dissappointing

i really wish everything can turn back in time.

i want to go back to sec 2.

everything is relaxing.

not like now. even after EOY oso stress =.=

well i failed loads of sub this yr.

Amath (expected)

combined science ( a little expected)

combined humanities ( not expected lor )

stupid history pulled my marks down a lot T_T

luckily EL i gt B3 bt still SAD.

HCL also didn mangage to make me happy.

because of my stupid careless writing mistakes, and forget write quest no.

deduct marks.

i've nvr gotten so little for si han

and i promise nvr will ever again !

this is so saddening.

overall i failed my EOY percentage by 0.1%

WTH lor.

haiz i'm sad will end here.

2009-10-18T23:42:00.000+08:00

okayy this shall be a long post (:
bought a lot of things recently...
spent quite a lot (*heart pain*)
for 2 weddings to attend... i've to be a girl...
OMG !!!
well got a new bag (happiest thing!)
i've got to cut hair this sat...
expecting changes from me hahas
well i've something to tell my dearest friend :
不要想太多，有事就发泄出来吧。
因为你的烦恼，我们也会伤心。
如果说放在心上会让你心痛，就忘了吧：Ｄ
心痛就要有心药医，向我吧！
哈哈开玩笑的。
真的有时释放出来会对你比较好。
总而言之，记得平常心哦！

Here's smt for you !

2009-10-15T23:10:00.000+08:00

HELLOS this blog is back to life le :D
exams are finally over.
idk why this time i'm not exactly happy about it.
come to think of it we're gonna say bye to sec 3s.
this also means that i'm gna take my 'O' chineses soon.
i'm preety sure i didn do well for Amath and combined science...
haiz
well today went for badminton and now aching all over haiz...

2009-09-21T01:38:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 20092009!!!
nice date huh?
well i think 20:09 20092009 is even better hahas
well i went food fair today and i want officially
announce: I REALLY LOVE LAKSA!!!!!
the 1st thing i ate there was laksa ...
my parents ask so many things you still eat this?
i see you eating it every other day ...
well thats me :p
eating makes me feel happy ! :D
esp my favourite food.

But afte rwhich i didn feel happy thruout...
just allow me to vent.

现代的人生活节奏已经很快了，为何你们不是着放慢脚步
有时放慢脚步可以观察到跟多好的事情。
就有如今天，我看到了你们最丑陋的一面。
那画面是我毕生难忘的。
你们丑陋的行为让我觉得很惭愧
东西是一定会在那里不会落跑的。
何必你推我挤争着去拿呢？
真搞不懂。。。
还有我很想知道...
是不是因为是女生就比较容易欺负呢？
可以直接插队？
这可能就是kiasu 心理吧。。。
我想说大家在那里都好，
凡事都要使这放慢脚步，慢慢欣赏
慢慢品尝，有时会有意想不到的结果。

well that's all i wanna say ...
i'm really tired from all this le.
i just want a long nap.
and and i smel;l like barbequed pork after
i came back from the food fair...
well well
SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all my muslim friends :D

2009-09-15T22:11:00.000+08:00

dk what the hell is with blogger nowadays...
haiz...
okayy here to update (:
well erm my com is like finally back to me!
somemore now got speakers le >.<
which means i can listen to JJ songs le oh yeah ~!
well today EL class we played a small grp game
den our grp hor become SPONGEBOB grp keke XD
officially announce the spongebob group 8D

SPONGEBOB:Ru Ai
SANDY: Xin Hui
MR KRAB: Xin Yi
GARY: Yong Siang
THE SQUIDWARD WHO IS ALWAYS VERY EVIL TO SPONGEBOB: Adam
PATRICK: Yi Long

hahas fun grp and adam is the big nose and mouth squidward hahas
anyways shall end her... blogger gt big big problem lor
and damn shit. i injured my fourth finger just now ...

2009-09-13T13:13:00.000+08:00

I am currently very pissed off.

2009-09-05T23:04:00.000+08:00

yep.

went for OBS on 17 aug and back in one piece

no one piece but chao da on 21 aug :]

so officially now xin yi and me are the chao da prawn club members XD

lol

okayy well sorry all my post are very late post

because i had to catch up with my work

which apparently i haven't -.-

this sep hols is gna

chiong hw till i die de lor...

haiz...

well shall not mention OBS stories anymore

if nt like essay

bt i must say

I MISS MUNSHI ! <3>

---Lauren

RANDOM

2009-09-05T21:25:00.001+08:00

LOL

found some random pic decided to post on blog

yes.

i know.

i'm RANDOM :D

---Lauren

2009-08-09T16:35:00.000+08:00

Happy 44TH birthday singapore !

later at 8:22 pm

see how many of us will actually recite the pledge tgt ?

when was the last time you recite your pledge ?

erm my answer is : FRIDAY

hahaz

well i'm really interested in the marching parade only hahaz

haiz every year same thing

no change de so

not really anticipating this year's parade.

well ...

smt really pisses me off at times.