Form Class Day was
FUN-TASTIC! :D
to begin with, ice-skating was damn bloody fun :D
altho i had many falls, the trip made me
realise smt.
how NICE & SWEET my friends were :]
boys in my class who chose to skate
also proven themselves to be
gentlemen :D which apparently is not shown in class.
heh.
the falls at the skating ring i had was nth,
compared to xin-yi's
ouch.
she really had many many falls ...
well many chose bowling instead
but SERIOUSLY, i
NEVER REGRETTED MY CHOICE :D
aft our event ended, we headed off for lunch.
@ KFC.
den headed for bowling since we cant enter the arcade... :X
there was only one word to describe it.
FUN!!!
really really did enjoy myself throughly today
well, MT O Level is coming up on monday.
heh but heck care.
I've alr secured myself an A1 for that
but i sincerly hope all my beloved darlings,
will do their very best and secure an A1 for themselves too :]
ps: i'm seriously very bored by MT intensive
coz i had absolutely NOTHING to do ... :X
JJ Maniac Blogged @ 10:28 PM
i have reccuring dreams.
i would say, i love those dreams :D
many know what is it about
and i really really really hope to have that dream back again.
damn it, if it wasn't time for school
i wouldn't have woken up.
and i can finish that dream of mine!
plus ohmy!
i actually managed to sit in the hall
for 2 and 1/2 hours in the hall,
QUIETLY
to listen to nonense.
ok not nonsense, but mostly are.
esp the NP talk.
the lecturere i think,
talk about EVERYTHING in the school,
EXCEPT the course he is introducing.
wth!?
i enjoy the TP talk the most.
Tiffanie, Dzul, Xin Yi etc says
i'm gna grow up to speak like her.
which is damn bloody fast.
i won't deny that though.
after CAREFULLY looking through
ALL the brochures
i took home,
i've decided that there are only a few
routes i can actually consider about.
well obviously my first choice would be
1. SAJC (no doubt bout that!)
2.NYJC ( coz can DSA in with haiz, GUZHENG)
3. Ngee Ann Poly.
well. just talking about NP,
there are many courses i am interested.
1. Chinese Studies
2. Chinese media and communications
3. Early Childhood education
4. Early childhood psychology
5. Physchology ( altho TP de better)
6. Business studies ( banking and finance)
all sounds interesting to me
but if i can really get those marks to enter ANY
of the above mentioned courses,
i can definitely secure myself a place
in SAJC.
ohmygod. it is really time for me to
pull my socks up!
ps: i want that dream, yet again :DD
JJ Maniac Blogged @ 10:35 PM
Finally,
end of MYE.
so free le
yay no more sleepless nights
no more stressing out.
altho i think i might have done preety badly:P
but heck care la.
exams over (:
BADMINTON IS SO FUN!!!
but hor.
OHMYGOD!!!!!
while we were waiting for the super late kennedy,
an aunty approached us.
this is what happened,
that really pissed us ( me, xy, ys) off.
Aunty: erm hello, just want t oask are you 3 still students?
Ru Ai: erm yea... ( steps back a few steps)
(ys and xy stunned face)
Aunty: oh not to worry, i am helping my friend,
who is quite old to sell some of her stuffs away.
she is sick and cannot continue to work.
the shop owner wants hwer to move away but is giving
her some time to sell her stuffs off.
i've got a painting with me.
Ru Ai: (interupts): sorry, no.
Aunty: oh no worries i'm not here to con money.
i'm just helping her to sell her stuffs.
this painting i have with me, is $15.90, the 3 of you can share and buy it?
last week many students bought it for
their mother's for mother's day present,
this is to help her earn some pocket money
and medical bills.
so how?
Yong Siang: erm but we do not have enough money with us now.
Aunty: ( shows the dun believe face)
all 3 add up also not enough money?
Yong Siang: yea. we are going to exercise
so we nvr bring much with us.
Aunty: really? (directs her question to xin yi)
what about you?
Xin Yi: we 3 are going for badminton together.
isn't obvious with all of us holding rackets?
Aunty: (still don't believe)
Ru Ai & Xin Yi : sorry.
Aunty: tsk. you 3 are not willing to help people.
(shows digusted face)
---end---
WTF?!
just because we don't wanna buy a painting,
we are condemned with the crime that we dun like to help people?
what is this ?
it's not our fault that u look so much like a
con.
CON.
CON.
and it's really bad for that aunty to end of her
'promotion' to us in such a manner.
the way u tried to sell things to us.
is so much like how a con would.
we DO watch TV.
altho $15.90 is not too much and we could well afford it,
your attitude digusted me. really.
the way u look at us, ohmy
i would never believe you are ACTUALLY HELPING
your FRIENDS ( IF U DO HAVE ANY) to sell stuffs.
you just came up with a story that she (if she really do exist.)
is sick and needed money to medical bills.
hah.
we wern't born ytd and niether are we retards to believe you.
if this really WAS the case,
why don't you target adults and sell it?
well maybe to some students, $15.90 is considered expensive.
why did you start off by asking are we students?
do you think students nowadays are so gulliable?
HAH!
that's where you're wrong.
we might not come from prestigious schools.
but, i'm certain that our school ddid not teach us to be so gulliable.
i wont mind helping to but the thing IF it was really
for a good cause.
but judging her,
i highly doubt so.
Her fake pretence and sickening attitude,
has totally covered up the glow of the good deed that she is doing.
now, thining back, i highly doubt that she REALLY is a con.
JJ Maniac Blogged @ 12:13 AM
This MYE has really stressed me out.
Friends say:
Ru Ai arh, MYE like that, later prelims you get depression.
after o lvl, u'll be staying in woodbridge.
well.
i've been thinking about many things
during this period. MANY things.
weird things, love things, sad things,
Weird things:
i've been having this weird dream.
all inter-linked about death.
MY death somemore.
weird right.
i begin to htink that there is a wake
at the common space below my block.
den i see all my relatives at the place.
but i just don't see myself.
after that i started seeing things
THINGS, waving at me...
these are recurring dreams of mine.
whaen i woke up, i think of :
1. after death, where would ppl go.
2. have i lived what i wanted before i say bye to the world?
3. what would happen if i die later?
and most amazing, i have an answer to all of these questions
i bubbled up in my mind...
Love things.
i'm in love.
with someone 13 years older than me.
yes.
REALLY in love.
not pure admiration, but really LIKE.
whenever i'm stress, i would think of him.
i would miss him every now and then.
i cant survive, normally without listening to his voice.
i realised something.
being in love with someone,
the feeling is terrible.
when u're missing him, u waiting for an sms,
it doesn't appear.
you want to talk to him, but dun know how to start.
u want to go out with him,
bt he nvr asks u.
all these are symptoms of falling in love
or maybe, having a crush on someone.
real life experience.
of course NOT MINE,
but happened to some of my friends.
it really doesn't and WILL NEVER happen to me.
so i dun really bother.
but the feeling is terrible.
really, terrible.
but ....
with someone loving you, also terrible.
coz you wont know how to reject.
you will like damn paiseh dun know how to say.
later after a while, that person will distance himself/herself
from you.
then you lose a friend.
it normally happen to boys more.
as in what me and my friends have seen, till now.
I HAVE REALISED.
Gaining a friend is very hard.
gaining trust from them, is way harder.
however, the method to lose it,
is extremely easy.
so i hope, my friends that i've gain will nvr be lost.
Never,
Let our friendship, be a never-ending journey that sails
till the end, the place where we dock our life, permanently.
i've also been thinking,
time really flies,
so fast, we've been in Damai for 4 yrs.
and we're leaving it soon.
feels so old...
ohmygod!
all these having been in my mind for the last 2 weeks.
the dreams are really freaking me out.
i just want to show it, i dun like to act.
JJ Maniac Blogged @ 11:42 PM
早上，彩虹出现了。
多么美丽的彩虹出现在早晨的天空，
给人们带来无限的快乐。
但，它的美丽是短暂的。
它存在的短短几分钟，
为我一整天亮起了希望。
它，尽了它的责任让人们开心后，
就默默地在灿烂的天空的呵护下消失，离去。
不求回报的出现，绽放它美丽的光彩
只求把快乐带给人们。
它的存在只是为了让人快乐吗？
灿烂的七彩颜色是它伪装自己的保护色吗？
面具后的它快乐吗？
脱下面具后，它快乐吗？
它总会在雨后努力的把云播散，绽放自己的光彩
为无聊的日子添上美丽的颜色。
我喜欢它。
就算，不能拥有。
但，不在乎天长地久，只在户曾经拥有。
Rainbows, make my day a better one. :D
JJ Maniac Blogged @ 11:27 PM
